It's Not Easy Being Me

Looking at my life you may think that I have a good life and that everything is all hunkydoory, but what you don't see is the part of me when I'm with my family. Yeah sure we look like a good family. Are we? NO!! Now I'm beiging to think that part of the reason we're not is because, well...Christ is not in our home. I was thinking just today when the Pastor was preaching, and I really can't say that he's there. If he was there my family would not being going through some of the stuff that it is. So no it's not easy being me. I have sister's who always have something hurtful or mean to say. Or who always, and this is a big one, contridicts them selves. So it's pretty much just as the Pastor said this morning, we have a worldy family and not a Godly one.

You know a funny thing is all the youth in my youth group, well not all of 'em but quite a few argue over who get's to be the new Erika. Well here's a thing for ya if you want to be me go right on ahead you can also start living in my family. Boy will that change your mind very fast. All the youth in the youth group also think that I'm Mr. Jimmy's favorite, but the thing is I'm not. Yeah, yeah I know I pick with 'em about it because well that's just another thing my family has a problem with is picking favorites. I guess it's just that part of me wishing that I was someones favorite. And that my friends is why I pick about me being Mr. Jimmy's favorite. I guess that's really the only person I have left to choose from.

Yeah it's Mother's Day, and what am I doing? Sitting here writting this. Why? Because my sister's adviously don't care about being with there Mother. I guess part of that is based on the past. A very wise person once told me that the past is history the future is what's important. Well I guess that's it, I will probably be heading out of here about supper time which is when we, well excuse me Marci and Davina take Mommy out along with the third wheel.

NASCAR

Yeah ok so I was talking to Marjie and Jamal Thursday night at the Pizza Stop, we were just sitting around talking and stuff. You know about Jesus and stuff, and Jamal said something about...well I don't remember what it was. I do remember what I said, anyways I was like so proud of myself. We were talking about how Jesus is and how he see's all and can tell you the best path and stuff, and me being the big NASCAR fan that I am I said something about how spoters are for the NASCAR racer, the spoters know the best way to go and tell the drivers when it would be the best time to pass and when to pass. Well that's kind of how Jesus is except you know without the NASCAR. Anyways my point is Jesus is like a spoter he knows what he's doing and he knows what best for you and when things should happen. I really never thought of NASCAR that way, but now I do. I guess in some way things can relate to Jesus even when you think that they can't. Well I guess that's it for now. Always remember that Jesus knows best! Oh yeah and GO CARL EDWARDS! Oh and also Mr. Jimmy if your reading this, no you may not use my NASCAR example cause you totally don't like NASCAR and that's totally not cool!

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Yeah so I'm out of school for the summer! This summer is going to be so awesome! First of all I'm going to Camp at Look Up Lodge, my best friend is a counsler there this year will be her first year of doing it. But still I think that it will be so awesome. And then second of all I hope that I can go to Beaufort I just gotta beg my Poppy, cause let's face it I miss my Captain Bobby and Bernie. I'm also goin' to do a lot of fishin' and goin' to the lake. So I see like a bunch of Fish Fries in my future! I just love Fried Fish, hushpuppies, french fries and sweet tea! Anywho, for all of you who read my last blog about my sister, things are going pretty well. We don't fight that much but there are times that she really gets on my nerves. All I have to remember is that: It's In The Valley's We Grow.
I really don't know why but I have been watching a lot of Friends lately, and let's face it it's not the best show to watch. So Mr. Jimmy if your reading this yes that's right I caved! They were just sitting there calling out my name so I gave in...the temptation was just so strong! And not to mention Chandler Bing is just so awesome! He's just so hilarious!!! And the rest of them are ok I guess but Chandler is my favorite. I guess that's it, I really don't know what else to say cause I'm like runnin' out of things to say!